final stretch.

ughhh... I'm lacking motivation when it comes to school. I just need it to be OVER already. I love coming to class and learning but recently I've had to write all these papers and I just don't want to write them at all! The length of these papers are ridiculous... ten pages! like really... why do they neeeeed to be SO long!?

moving on...

I had a lovely weekend and really enjoyed myself.The weather has been beautiful so I've been outside and hanging til 5 am! I'm very exhausted from it and after I write my papers, Thursday will be my day to relax. I was looking thru some pics my sis took from sunday and I look like sooo tired. I need to take it easy this weekend... I never stopped partying like I said I would...

on a diff. note...

July 20th is coming up soooo soon and I cannot wait to take this trip abroad... its going to be the experience of a lifetime and I can't wait!....


back to work. unfortunately.




PEACE&&LOVE.

:]

I've been smiling alot.

final

the final stretch of the semester four papers and four finals... gotta stay w. my head up & w.out distractions! hm... we'll see... the weather is getting nicer so time to stay strong. im so excited for my summer... finally this year... EUROPE! cant wait.

peace.

crushcrushcrush.

I'm crushing. Its been six years since I've had a crush like this. This feeling is so nice ahah I forgot how fun it is to be into someone like this. hm. Probably nothing will come out of it but it is refreshing nonetheless.

xo.

spring cleansing.

So, I am at a Starbucks in NYC… trying to be as productive as the rest of the people in here procrastinating and I’m actually getting work done. I took a personal day to myself to just breathe and kind of put shit into perspective and focus on my school work. Everyday is really a challenge lately because I feel like I’m overly emotional even though I don’t show it because I’d rather not. I feel like I’m straying from my strength and I need to find ways to get it back. I’ve become a real extrovert to avoid dealing with my feelings and responsibilities and its starting to drain me. It’s time for me to disappear for a couple weeks and refresh my mind and thoughts. I have feelings I didn’t know I had and I need to figure out a way to deal w. them since some of them have no purpose…

Time for some spring clean(s)ing.

Peace and Love.

FOCUS ON ME.

I'm enjoying life right now. 2009 is good so far except for me being broke haha but I've adjusted in a good way. My spring break was relaxing and fun. I spent time with my cousin and headed back for some fun in NYC. I've had some confessions lately and people have told me their deepest feelings about me which have been interesting because I would never expect it. In some of those cases I really don't know what to make out of them because I could see a future but I'm really not in a place where I could make any love decisions rationally. One of my close friends came back from Texas and its been really nice having him back... he was def. missed and its like we didnt even skip a beat. I'm really trying to cherish the friendships that I have now because if I've made it this long w. them it must be something special or something worth holding onto. I'm aware of how important all of these relationships are in my life but I'm most careful w. the relationship I have w. myself. I'm making sure to do only what makes me happy because in this journey called life stability and truth will always come from within not from someone else.




"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie Bradshaw (Sex andthe City)



peace and love.